VERSE 
I’M STUCK
IN THE STATE OF STAGNATE 
THE WORST PART ABOUT IT, I DON’T FEEL IRATE
OR ANYTHING AT ALL
NUMB AND UP THE WALL     
MY INNER DEMON IS OUT WITHOUT REASON 
ADONAI, I’M WAITING, WHAT WILL YOU DO?      
ONE FOOT IN THE GRAVE, 
I’VE GOT NOTHING TO LOSE   
ALL THESE OPTIONS, EVERY TOOL THAT I CHOOSE— 
JUST ANSWER THE QUESTION, DO I MATTER TO YOU, AT ALL? 

PRE-CHORUS 
DEEP IN THE DOLDRUMS
I’M TRYNA GO HOME
CHEWED UP AND SPIT OUT
KNOW WHAT I’M TALMBOUT?
THEY SAID TAKE IT EASY, IT’LL ALL DRIFT AWAY
THERE’S A BETTER CHOICE
WELL, THAT SHIT, IT AIN’T WORKING TODAY

CHORUS
BENTHIC
UNDER PRESSURE 
LIGHT CAN’T TEAR THROUGH
DO I REALLY WANT TO—? 
 

POST-CHORUS
DEEP IN THE DOLDRUMS
(IT’S BEEN A HELLUVA WAIT)
I’M TRYNA GO HOME
(FEELS LIKE I’M LOSING MY FAITH)
CHEWED UP AND SPIT OUT 
(SOMETIME SOON, I’LL BE OKAY)
KNOW WHAT I’M TALMBOUT?
(JUST NOT TODAY)

VERSE
SELF-MOTIVATE, I MEAN I GOT THIS FAR
IF I GIVE UP NOW, THEN WHAT WAS IT ALL FOR?
THAT MOMENT OF CLARITY IS SLIPPING AWAY
AND THE WILL TO SURVIVE HAS SIMPLY DECAYED.
ADONAI, I’M FEELING THAT IT’S USELESS
LOST MYSELF IN THE VALLEY OF FAKE HUBRIS
I’M BURIED UNDERNEATH 
WAVES OF CONFUSION AND PAIN
YOU CAN MAKE IT GO AWAY, 
BUT YOU WON’T DO WHAT I SAY

PRE-CHORUS 
DEEP IN THE DOLDRUMS
I’M TRYNA GO HOME
CHEWED UP AND SPIT OUT
KNOW WHAT I’M TALMBOUT?
THEY SAID TAKE IT EASY, IT’LL ALL DRIFT AWAY
THERE’S A BETTER CHOICE
WELL, THAT SHIT, IT AIN’T WORKING TODAY

CHORUS
BENTHIC
UNDER PRESSURE 
LIGHT CAN’T TEAR THROUGH
DO I REALLY WANT TO—? 
ECLIPSE
CRIMSON MALICE
LIGHT’S BEHIND YOU
DO I REALLY WANT TO—?

POST-CHORUS
IN THE DOLDRUMS
(WHY WON’T YOU DO WHAT I SAY?)
TRYNA GO HOME
(CAN’T YOU SEE I’M IN PAIN?)
WON’T BE TOO LONG
(WHY WON’T YOU DELIVER ME?)
THROUGH WITH IT ALL
(I NEED THAT SHIT LIKE TODAY)

BRIDGE
YOU SAID, I ALWAYS PLAY THE VICTIM
GOLDEN CHILD, YOU’VE GOT DENIAL IN YOUR SYSTEM
YOU IGNORED MY CRIES, ‘CAUSE YOU WERE HELD UP HIGH
LIKE I HELD MY HEAD, AFTER HIDING ALL THE BRUISES
GRIEF WAS IN HIGH TIDE, ROLLING OVER ME 
HOPE IS IN DISGUISE, I’M BLINDLY SEARCHING 
AND TO THE THINK THE CATALYST WAS SO SMALL
YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT SOMEONE’S REALLY GOING THROUGH,
NOT AT ALL

CHORUS
BENTHIC
UNDER PRESSURE 
LIGHT CAN’T TEAR THROUGH
DO I REALLY WANT TO—? 
ECLIPSE
CRIMSON MALICE
LIGHT’S BEHIND YOU
DO I REALLY WANT TO—?
DO I REALLY WANT TO?
DO I REALLY WANT TO? 
NO.

ENDING
DO I MATTER TO YOU, DO I, DO I MATTER TO YOU?
DO I MATTER TO YOU, DO I, DO I MATTER TO YOU?
DO I MATTER TO YOU, DO I, DO I MATTER TO YOU?
DO I MATTER? 
I JUST WANNA BE HEARD
HEAR ME, HEAR ME CLEARLY
I’M STILL BREATHING
I CAN’T STOP PERSISTING